Date: 2006-06-19 16:13 Subject: whoooooooo Security: Public Mood: happy with a lil headache

hooooo. i graduated. i graduated. yay!!! yesterday was the ceremony and it was HOT. and it was inside! i got cupcakes! i wish i already downloaded my pictures, but i haven't. they're awesome! i can't wait to eat one of each! it's gonna be great!

yesterday was cool. family time was cool. we ate at buca to celebrate grad, father's day, and john's birthday. it was nice. i had tiramisu. mmmm. and i had the quattro al forno. even yummier. i love italian food. it's so awesome!!!!

i need to put my application stuff together now. i need to email professors too, but i don't want to bug them while they're getting grades ready.

yaaaaaaaaaay!!! i finally graduated!!!!

Date: 2006-06-16 11:10 Subject: i'm out.... Security: Public Mood: happy Music: the spinners - oooh child

FINALLY!!!!!!!! yay!!! i finished my last final today. graduation is on sunday. i'm excited.

and then back to work and applying once again. grad school is nuts. oh well...yay!!!!

Date: 2006-04-11 09:06 Subject: day 2 Security: Public Mood: disappointed

unsuccessful. once again. que triste. really. it is. i was so tired when i got home last night and i didn't even write my response paper. so of course when i woke up this morning at 5am...i was so not in the mood to work out. sadly, day 2 was very unsuccessful...just as day 1. this is a horrible horrible start to becoming healthier.

Date: 2006-04-10 14:47 Subject: irritating Security: Public Mood: hot

school is so incredibly irritating at times. it really is. i am trying to add this drug abuse and prevention course...but noooo...i can't..because the room is not large enough to accommodate such a big class. i sooooo NEED this class too. like hello!!! i work in alcohol and drug prevention....how can i not be in the class. and so...it's week 2 and i only have 8 units. what the heck?!? so now i have to go to a 7-10 class tonight and try to add. or more like see if i missed anything important and attempt to add. man....i need straight a's again.

side note: cindy today was ticket reservation for grad. i got 5 tickets myself. but i texted dino this morning to remind him...and he said he signed up too to reserve some and he said they're for me!!! how awesome is that?!? i also told leslie to sign up and reserve because she doesn't want to walk. sooo...i'm hoping i can get some from her if she has extra. so we'll see. so right now i have 10 tickets!!! awesome!!! plus....there's a second round of tickets this friday!!! i hope there's more!!!!

Date: 2006-04-07 07:52 Subject: and so it begins Security: Public Mood: good Music: smashing pumpkins - stumbeline

come monday i will start documenting my workouts. my plan is to workout in the mornings because i need to study for GRE and class at night...so i only have mornings left. i plan on alternating running with tae bo. i really want to stick to it. and plus...i'm going to wake up cindy in the mornings too so she can work out with me. we'll see...

so today marks the end of week 1 of my last quarter of undergrad. okay!!! dang...that's nuts!!!

Date: 2006-03-27 13:19 Subject: i love her... Security: Public Mood: happy Music: the fugees - killing me softly

that little amanda bynes girl is so cute. hah. i saw this...



yesterday with my little brother and it movie was so freaking adorable. i really really love it. i don't know why, but i just do. i love it so much i would see it again. i want to see inside man though....so i'll have to see. plus...low on the funds. oh...and going to sf on thursday so really must save money.

how exciting!!! i'm going to sf on thursday. i'm going to sf on thursday. i can't wait for some fried green tea ice cream and gelato from north beach! yummmmmy!!!! i love it!

Date: 2006-03-23 11:39 Subject: go anteaters! Security: Public Mood: good Music: buddy holly - everyday

yea!!! matthew got in to UCI. i think he'll most likely go there. i know he got into UCSB, but i think he wants to go to UCI. so....it looks like i've got myself a new roommate come late summer/early fall. i wonder what it's going to be like having my younger brother as a roommate. it should be an experience. oh well...i'm just glad he got in. i know he was really worried about not getting in. yea for anteaters!!!

side note: i will no longer be an anteater in a short three months. that's nuts. i can't believe it took me so long to finish undergrad.

Date: 2006-03-20 12:05 Subject: emma jemma Security: Public Mood: happy Music: soul food soundtrack

so since it's finals week, i thought i'd go in to work early today so that i'd have more time to study and what not, but i woke up and didn't feel like going just yet because i had errands to do. oh well...

anyhow....it was emma's 2nd birthday on saturday. she's so cute!!! i love her! it was fun though. i picked up the cake at porto's though and it got a little bit messed up. oh well...here it is...

mmmm...porto's


emma jemma

Date: 2006-03-16 07:54 Subject: he's back!!! Security: Public Mood: happy Music: goldfinger - mable

yeah!!!! my best friend's back! my best friend's back! well not really back back as in back in town...just back in my life. i'm so excited. i was deleting all my old mail on tuesday and i came across an old email he sent me. i totally forgot his email and i've been wanting to send one because we haven't spoken in over three months! so me being the nice person that i am, sent him a mean, but nice email. long story short...andrew b. rubang is back. he apologized massively for not calling, for being a bad friend, and for not visiting me when i was in the city. even though the situation is sad and it came down to what it did, i'm glad we're on speaking terms again.

side note: so that saying where people say you become what you hate. i really truly hope that i never become one of those crazy girls that try to change her boyfriend into someone/something that he just isn't.

leos reunite!! yea!!

Date: 2006-03-14 09:18 Subject: old Security: Public Mood: tired Music: john legend - i can change

i have realized that i am getting old. i'm finally graduating. it's about time, but when i think about it i can't believe how fast it all went by. considering i'm taking five years rather than four, it still seems like it went by so fast. this past year has been flying by. next quarter will be my last quarter of undergrad. it's nuts. then i think about first year and living in the dorms. i miss my old dormies. then this past weekend i got my old roomie's WEDDING invitation. i can't believe she's already getting married. i knew it was going to happen since her and her man have been engaged for practically two years, but still...it's so crazy. it should be fun though considering she's the first of our girls to get married. so during my reminiscing i found this...

we look so little. i miss them.

Date: 2006-03-14 08:45 Subject: weight conscious Security: Public Mood: contemplative Music: john legend - refuge

so i finally finished my epi paper that is due today. i just did some final proofing. anyhow, my paper made me realize how weight conscious i am. i am scared of gaining weight. according to the CDC, 60% of Americans aged 20 and above are either overweight or obese. it's estimated that some 30% of Americans are actually obese. when i read these statistics, i just want to run forever. i'm so scared of growing old and having health complications. i want to be able to handle myself when i am still old. i think it's because i'm also scared of dying. maybe in my head i just think that if i stay healthy i'll live forever. hmmm...

anyhow....back to the weight thing. i suppose it's not necessarily a weight thing, more a getting fat thing. you can still weigh a lot, but be healthy. i would like to just be healthy.

so i need to run soon. even though it's finals time i'm aiming for at least three days out of the week. that's not too bad.

Date: 2006-03-13 13:34 Subject: i feel Security: Public Mood: stressed Music: coldplay - don't panic

so stressed. i am usually very good when it comes to dealing with stress. however, i have a freaking epi paper due tomorrow that is totally not done and my epi final is thursday. i just barely printed out the notes for that class too!!! ahhhhhh. i feel like screaming!!!! and it's so hot in our building today. i can't wait until thursday night when it'll all be over!!! i think i really need to invest in yoga so i can meditate. i'm so mean and moody sometimes. it's so bad. man. i need to stop procrastinating. i really need straight a's this quarter. if i don't get them because of this paper, i'm going to be so angry because i hate how i get straight a's throughout the quarter and then come finals week, i slack off and end up with b's. yuck. i hate it. grrr...i think i might just need some food to make me feel better. mmmm....or maybe ice cream will do.

Date: 2006-03-10 09:18 Subject: i'm in love... Security: Public Mood: tired

with El Torito Grill TORTILLAS!!!! oh my goodness....now really. they are so freaking incredibly delicious. i want to go back and eat some more. so we went to dinner there last night for k-mae's birthday. i had never been there before and was feeling a little bit sketchy. that was until they brought out the free tortillas with sweet butter and salsa!!! i ate like TWELVE tortillas last night!!! they're sooooooooooooo great!!! i love them. i want more. i think tortillas win over chips and guacamole. now it's tortillas and guacamole. just thinking about them makes me happy....i'm hungry.

Date: 2006-03-09 08:03 Subject: estupido Security: Public Mood: dorky Music: aretha franklin - a natural woman

oh my gosh. i am so freaking stupid sometimes. so this whole giving up chocolate for Lent...i am such a CHEATER!!! i didn't even realize it until about 5 minutes ago when i was drinking my kirkland MILK CHOCOLATE shake!!! what the heck?? oh my goodness....i totally didn't even realize that the freaking shake i have every morning is chocolate. maybe because i don't really consider it chocolate, but still...i'm a cheater!!! how sad! so now...i won't be having chocolate until a week and one day after Easter!!!

Date: 2006-03-08 13:45 Subject: temptations Security: Public Mood: so so Music: rage against the machine - freedom

really. i love chocolate. i never knew i loved chocolate so much. so yesterday, i needed cash and the ATM machines were down. so i went to albertson's to buy something little and to get cash back in return. i went down the candy aisle and all i wanted was chocolate. and then the sad realization that i have given up chocolate for Lent. in addition, i have also given up CBTL pomegranate blueberry tea lattes and shopping. anywho...the whole point. when Lent has ended...i would like these...

they're ice cream cones!!!


it's the critter collection.


chocolate easter eggs!!!

courtesy of http://moonstruckchocolate.com/ i love them!!! i can't wait!!!

Date: 2006-03-07 09:20 Subject: cravings Security: Public Mood: stressed Music: the killers - all these things that i've done

i am really totally extremely craving some...

mangosteen!!!

i love pho!!! i'm a pho freak!!!

Date: 2005-06-13 14:52 Subject: oh what!!! Security: Public Mood: loved Music: coldplay - don't panic

i love cindy. like love her! she brought me porto's and dim sum. it's wonderful!! i miss her. school has been so crazy lately. but i'm glad i have her. i really am. thank you cindy. i love you.

mwahahah. so gay, yet so true.

Date: 2005-06-01 01:51 Subject: feeling better... Security: Public Mood: mellow Music: the fan

i am. i have a buttload of work to do, but feeling better. hopefully i will feel even better tomorrow when i actually wake up and go to my appointment on time. and go to all my classes and actually STUDY. i just realized that i have less than a week to do my physio lab report and my biostats project. i don't know why i'm such a procrastinator. oh...and i have three finals next week...and next week isn't even finals week. how weak is that?

oooo....gave someone some leftovers today. dang...i'm being freaking nice.

matt's confirmation went well. got there a little late, but still okay.

micah said to me today, "tita hannah. tita hannah. i love you." i said, "aww...thanks micah. i love you too." then micah said, "no tita hannah. tita hannah. i love you soo much." i said again, "aww micah...i love you so much. and then we both laughed and smiled. aww...i love it!!!

Date: 2005-05-31 10:11 Subject: freaking butthole... Security: Public Mood: annoyed Music: john legend - number one

i totally didn't wake up this morning for class. i had class at 8 am and i woke up at 9:22. i had an appointment this morning at 9:30. missed class. a class that i'm not doing so hot in. missed my appointment. will probably get penalties for my se10 class now. so not a good way to start the morning.

at least i'm going to see my family today.

Date: 2005-05-30 11:51 Subject: damn... Security: Public Mood: bitchy Music: remy zero - fair

my spurs lost today. totally thought they would sweep the suns. stoudemire and jackson were workin' it today. damn.

my apartment is so incredibly massively supremely unbelievably DIRTY. i want to live ALONE. roommates are pissing me off.

school is going to kick my ass. i think i need to be a hobbit for the next three weeks and handle it.

i got burned. i put on massive sunscreen and still got burned. weak.

i'm gaining weight. grrrrr.

i feel like kicking someone's ass.